Helicopters, Rotation, Spirit
October 18, 2007 at 10:59 pm | In Caleb, Credo, Natter, Nursing School | No CommentsSo I heard a military helicopter patrolling the area tonight. I finally came to the realization that I have always loved helicopters. The sound of a helicopter is exciting, reminds me of my childhood and makes me feel like a kid again. I always have to look. Look for helicopters. I always get a sense of exhilaration when I see the helicopter at the hospital.
Tomorrow is my last day on the Oncology rotation. I will have a patient with vertebral compression fractures and another patient with failure to thrive (likely due to recent radiation and chemo therapy). Very busy day tomorrow. Exciting to have one of those. Good test of my ability.
Caleb was praying tonight (as usual) and he prayed to have his prayers answered by the Spirit when he has questions. Isn’t that a neat thing to pray for? Now I should encourage him to pray to feel the Spirit and know it when one of his questions are answered.
Camping Day 2
August 30, 2007 at 11:00 pm | In Caleb, Family, Harrison, Maine | No CommentsI woke up at 6:30 and successfully exited the tent without waking the boys. I was able to enjoy some oatmeal before they got up. After the breakfast (egg McMuffins - again planned by Cabe), we cleaned up, pulled up stakes and went to Bald Mountain in Washington Township - within 30 minutes of our house. We had a fabulous time! Again, I am reminded that the outside is something I can never do enough of…yet regrettably, I never seem to get around to it. Nevertheless, we started the climb at about 10:00 and finished at 1:30 in the afternoon. Our feet weren’t well outfitted (with sneakers), but we were fine; no blisters! Yippee!

It soon got hot and both Harrison and I were shirtless (something I rarely do - as some of you know…I’m unwillingly lumpy). Caleb had a tough climb…his legs bothered him. Harrison was buzzing around like a bee and his legs never hurt. I asked him today (I’m writing this on 9/1) if his legs hurt yesterday too. He said, “No. They didn’t hurt at all! I’m tough pop.”
We reached the top and it was well worth the work. The boys never hiked up a mountain before and they loved what they saw. Albeit - it wasn’t a big mountain (about 1,400 ft rise over 1.25 miles), but it was registered as a mountain.

So we turn around after lunch and our trip down was great. No legs were hurting and the direction was DOWN. We saw 2 people leave for their hike just before we left…and 4 people coming up while we were descending (yes they saw me without my shirt - ew, hehe). Overall, it was a good first mountain for them to climb - and a great one to recall for me what hiking is like and how much I truly miss it. I will be scheduling more outdoor time this next year!
After hiking, we stopped at the Kineowatha Park in Wilton for a dip in Wilson Lake. One more stop at Jeff’s to return the canoe and off to home we went - just in time to watch a fierce lighting storm rumble through for over two hours. Phew!
I loved this camping trip - and so did the boys. I hope for more - even though my schedule is so crammed.
Camping Day 1
August 30, 2007 at 4:23 am | In Caleb, Glad Tidings, Harrison, Maine, Natter | No CommentsSo we went camping today (just the boys - Caleb, Harrison, me). We got a slow start because Caleb’s fever was over 101 last night and we wanted to see what it would do this morning. We let him sleep and last night, I stopped packing because I didn’t want to pack fer nuthin’ - so we packed too. We ended up going, though…Caleb’s fever was nonexistent when waking. It seemed like we kept stopping places - too many places if you ask me - the pharmacy, pick up the canoe, go back to the pharmacy, grocery store, gas station, Wal Mart (cause we forgot something). Once we got on the road, it was great! We ended up at Mt. Blue State Park. What a wonderful place! I’ve never been, but it’s very large, has flushable toilets and showers. There’s a play ground, a lake, canoes, kayaks, row boats, paddle boats, trails, a nature center with exhibits, an interpretive children’s program with a ranger explaining things in the day and at night (like calling in owls at night) and over a hundred camp sites…the whole nine yards. It hardly felt like camping, but it was a nice in-between. We hardly ever go camping nowadays, so maybe completely roughin’ it would be too much of a shock. We don’t even have enough camping gear to call ourselves campers - our sleeping bags are barely workable, so we had blankets just in case. Our cooking equipment came from the kitchen. Nothing is small and light.
Anyways, once camp got set up, we went to the water on Webb Lake to get some swimming in. Brrrrr…the water was pretty cold! We were eyeing the kayaks, so we asked. They’re $3/hr. Caleb got a single, and I got a double for Harrison and I. WHAT FUN! It was worth every penny! It was my first time on a kayak and I am hooked. Absolutely phenomenal.

Caleb in his own kayak!


Harrison was just so happy to be along for the ride!
We saw 4 loons dive under the water in the distance, then to my surprise, they surfaced feet from port side. It was almost like I could reach out and touch ‘em! Their little rust orange eyes saw us…their cackles seemed to say, "hi and we how you enjoyed the show"…then they were under again and resurfaced far away. The four or them did that repeatedly until they were out of sight.
Ask Caleb what part of the trip he liked the most and he’ll say, "Taking the kayaks out and watching the osprey!" That’s right, we saw an osprey soaring overhead, then he dove straight into the water - SPLASH! and the crazy bird came up with a fish in his talons! We watched this not once, but he did it three times! I have never seen a bird do this sort of thing in my whole entire life, and the boys got to see it when they were 10 and 6 years old! Caleb has this thing about birds of prey, so he was very excited (as was I). After the bird caught his dinner, it would fly up, then he would shiver his whole body, paused in flight, so as to get the water off. It was a sight I won’t easily forget.
Caleb took some time to get used to the kayak, but eventually he was fast. He even raced me and gave me a run for my money!
All the meals were planned by Caleb. We had chicken cooked over the open fire, macaroni salad and green beans. S’more’s were desert…yummm! After dinner, we went to get cleaned up and wash dishes. While doing this, we heard a family playing old time and Appalachian trail music. We sat and listened. There were 2 guitars, 2 mandolins, a dulcimer, and a violin. One of the players was a boy Caleb’s age on the fiddle. He was amazing! It was night time by then and the music was a welcome diversion and unexpected delight.
Sleep was welcomed by the boys…Harrison had been asking for it since 7pm…so he went to sleep fast. He woke up at 12:30 to pee and it woke up Caleb and I. We had a hard time going back to sleep and Harrison was sawing logs again…what to talk about?
Cutting Trees
August 28, 2007 at 7:40 pm | In Caleb, Natter | No CommentsSo I’m tired, but I thought you oughta know…I’ve been kinda busy lately. Today I went to work on cutting trees and moving firewood and brush. Tomorrow and Thursday I’m going camping with the boys. Friday is another day in the woods. Friday and Saturday are backup days in case Caleb is too sick to go camping tomorrow. Sunday is Church. Monday is Labor Day cookout at the Church. Tuesday is pick up Lundi and first day at school. And, and, and!
The work in the woods was great! I miss the outdoors. I always feel better when working and playing outside. I am looking forward to going camping with the boys. I’m not sure where I’ll go, but Caleb is getting a bit sick and we might not go. Urgh!
Trying to go to bed…
August 15, 2007 at 3:51 am | In Caleb, Lauren, Natter, Nursing School | 1 CommentI tried to go to bed. I almost did so, then I saw a piece of paper on the counter. I wrote down some thoughts to share with you today. I couldn’t resist.
Want to know a bit of magic? Just give a graham cracker to a kid. Do you remember NEEDING to break the cracker at the lines into smaller rectangles before eating it? Well, that’s what Lauren did today. The look on her face was precious. She broke it into the rectangles with a shadow of concentration. After it was over, she gave a grunt of satisfaction and shot a smile over my way. Eating it was good. Eating it having broken the cracker into smaller ones was simply magical. She reminded me what it’s like to be a kid. You know, I can’t eat one without breaking it into smaller pieces either.
Liam’s walking. He takes little baby steps. It’s cute!
Caleb’s over half-way through Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. He’s a fast reader. He’s lovin’ it! This is the biggest book he’s ever read! Way to go Caleb!
Forgiveness. Well…forgiveness. Hmmm. I guess I haven’t forgiven my old clinical professor - as you’ve probably gathered from my previous posts. I will take you on a journey of finding out how to let go of this grief and pain. I don’t know how. I thought I did forgive her - that is until I saw her in her BMW convertible coming out of McDonald’s. I saw her and terrible feelings of revulsion belched out of my heart. A place I don’t really want festering memories to linger. But alas, they’re there. I need to shed them. It is unhealthy, but more importantly, it is spiritually degrading and fiercely un-Christlike. I had faults during that time in my life, but I still don’t feel I deserved to fail the semester of nursing school. I got B’s in all my classes, but the clinical instructor can really hold you hostage. I don’t like that place. I don’t like the unforgiving heart, either. I wan to look at Karen Rogers and not think about whether I will tell her off - what way will I really try to really give her a piece of my mind? I don’t want that! I just started to realize this is still in me and I need to get rid of it.
Nursing school is right around the corner. I need to get a few things done before going back. One of them is watching my kids do things like breaking the graham crackers before eating them. I need to watch them, because when the semester starts, my blinders keep me from seeing much of them. Nursing school is hard hard hard. It consumes me. It will eat me alive, but hopefully my clinical instructors will be OK and my study habits will be regular. Hooooorrrrahhhh!
Hospital, birthday, grandma, beach
August 3, 2007 at 7:49 am | In Caleb, Extra! Extra!, Family | No CommentsOK - in 1,000 words or less, here’s our week so far. We went to Ocean Park at Old Orchard Beach on Monday. There we spent time with Jason Swiesz and Todd Petit and their families - BBQ followed, then time with Nana and Grandpa Dan.
Between the three families, we have 12 kids! We knew each other from school and working at the Clambake. That was a blast! Phew! The best thing about this day is that we got to see loads of people! We say Todd, Angie and their kids, Jason, his mother Diane and Jason’s three kids, my mother and Carl, Laurette, Wayne, Grammy, Steve, and I talked to Jake (from school) and Laura (from Camp Caripoo). See all the pictures! Tuesday and Wednesday, Kim and her Mother volunteered their time for the Western Maine Community Action’s yard sale to benefit their financial assistance. The yard sale is going on during Wilton’s Blueberry Festival August 3rd and 4th. Today, they started volunteering, preparing for the big day, but Kim has been sick from yesterday. It seems her throat is VERY VERY painful, swollen. She can’t swallow, it just hurts too much. She has a hard time breathing
from the mouth, so nose breathing is better. Her neck is a little swollen, painful to the touch. Vicodin doesn’t help the pain. She’s on antibiotics. Now, we’re at Franklin Memorial Hospital because the pain is unbearable and she fears a bit because of the breathing thing and swallowing. She won’t even swallow her saliva because it hurts way too much. The pain is worse than before when she went to the Dr.’s. It started yesterday, but it wasn’t this bad. So, now they’re going to take X-Rays, and blood work then we’ll go from there. UPDATE AT 2:00 AM: Kim’s getting admitted to stay overnight and manage the pain. Grandma arrived on Caleb’s birthday. We went to pick her up in Manchester, NH. She’s been enjoying the kids and loves being in Maine. She’s enjoyed helping out with WMCA and looks forward to going to the blueberry festival.
Caleb’s birthday went well. He had a lego birthday with friends and family. He’s been building and building and building. He just can’t stop! Kim and I made a lego block cake and everything about the party was lego. See all the pictures!
Speaking of Magic - HP - OoTP
July 11, 2007 at 3:59 am | In Caleb, Harry Thought, Movies, Natter, Reading | No CommentsHarry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I am dying to see the movie. I know that it will start in 15 minutes. I missed the one o’clock door opening to buy the midnight showing tickets. They sold out in minutes. I’ve been able to think of nearly nothing except Harry Potter these last few days. I asked a friend to borrow the first 3 movies so I can catch up. I have the Goblet of Fire, so I didn’t need to borrow that one. I am now caught up and ready to watch the fifth movie. However…book seven (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows) is coming out soon. I’ve read all the books thusfar. I think Dubledore will come back, Snape is good and Harry will not die. Ron will kick the bucket and Voldemort will of course be destroyed. Those are my predictions. I know that I’m 30-something and I shouldn’t focus so much on such frivolity - but one of me gifts (and sometimes weaknesses) is that I can get completely lost and involved in a story, book or movie. My mind drips of the imaginary and unimaginable. THings that we don’t naturally see come to life in my mind. I like it.
Caleb has this gift - but it’s uniquely his own (as most things are for him). He devoured The Sorcerers Stone and didn’t finish HP and the Chamber of Secrets. THe deal we made is that he reads the books, then he watches the movies. He’s seen the first, but as of yesterday morning he hasn’t seen the second. Well, I let him watch what he read from the second book and now he’s finishing it. He wants to see what happens. When he picked the book back up, he remembered that he was in chapter eleven…half-way through it. Oh my…he remembered that without a bookmark. Ok that’s not sooooo strange (even after 6 months or so). No problem. However, He knew each part in the movie and described the upcoming parts of the movie with great anticipation. He remembered EVERYTHING from the book when he was only lightly interested. EVERY little detail was precisely recalled…he even pointed out descrepencies from the movie and the book! It was so long since he last picked it up. Tonight, he read from chapter 11 until mid-chapter 16. He will finish the book tomorrow…and the movie. We will have to find the last 4 books so he can plow through those too. Caleb’s so amazing!
UMF, Summer, School, etc.
July 3, 2006 at 11:21 am | In Caleb, Extra! Extra!, Lundi, Reading | No CommentsJust to keep y’all up-to-date…Mike’s working at UMF for the summer (same previous employer, different specialty in the Computer Center). Caleb read all of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone in under 2 weeks - then he saw the movie. Loved it. Now he’s working on the second book. Lundi is currently reading Charlotte’s Web. She’s really been a wonderful helper with Liam - amazing! We’re planning on going to some fun things like the Hill Cummorah Pagent and Whale Watching (Lundi’s birthday). The weather here has been wet, but today is a very comfortable warm day. Liam is getting better - has a bit of a cold for 2 weeks. Lauren had an ear infection, now has a yeast infection (antibiotics brought that one on). Harrison had a cold, too but now he’s better. Mike is transferring to Central Maine Community College for the fall semester. His graduation date is May 2008.
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